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[Dec. 1st, 2008|01:32 am] |
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Wednesday I helped ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) spiritualcanvas across the street (6 points). In May I donated bone marrow to wtf_godzilla in a life-saving procedure (300 points). In July I gave iheartsantino a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Last week mr_lascivious and I robbed a bank (-50 points). In January I bought porn for onewho (-10 points).
Overall, I've been nice (296 points). For Christmas I deserve a wedgie!
Sincerely,
goaskjennifer |
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[Nov. 24th, 2008|06:11 pm] |
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i love drinking and being high no more feeling guilty |
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[Nov. 24th, 2008|05:26 pm] |
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2 hours of cutting makes me feel sooo much better:) :-) |
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[Nov. 23rd, 2008|01:18 pm] |
hey guys,
i wanna do christmas cards this year. and i want to do it for everyone on my friends list. so can everyone do this for me? i would be really happy:D this post is screened
love ya! |
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[Nov. 16th, 2008|10:03 pm] |
So, my life is getting a bit better. A lot is going to change and I honestly before, its getting better for the good. I finally found someone, who is like me. But the only thing that sucks is he lives on the other side of the county. But we have been talking a lot lately, pretty much everyday. And I dont want to sound like a stalker or anything. Because Im not. LOL. Anyways, I have a huge crush on him and he has been helping me out. Im glad that I joined the commmunity, because when I did join, I thought it was a bunch of crap. But it helps a lot of people out. And hopefull, we can meet sometime in the future, because we bother want that.
More news, I was attacked at work a few weeks ago. And I found out on Friday, that he won't be coming back because of all the behaviors he has had in the past. But, hopefully, he'll change and come back to the program. My job is my life and Im happy that my boss had hired me. Im happy and glad because it makes me want to perserve more of life in the postive than in the negagtive.
My meds did get change, which sucks, Im back on meds. I hate being on meds, its fucking stupid. But I need it, so that I can stay positive. Im back on welliburton. And just hopeing this is the meds for me. Im hoping it is.
I'm gonna try to go back to school this semester. Because I miss school soooo much. I want to finish getting my credentials. I feel, if I have that. And want to move out of state it would be easier for me.
I went to my first strip club last night. OH MY GOD, was it orgasmic? Me and my best friend both got a lapdance and it was HOT!!! It was nice watching my friend getting a lapdance. It turned me on so fucking much. I love her sooo much and that I want to date her. Hopefully, she feels the same. But. I want a heterosexual relationship at the moment.
Ok, I have wrote more then I usually do. Because i feel like people need to understand were Im coming from and not to judge me. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2008|10:55 pm] |
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help...anyone there to catch me? |
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[Oct. 27th, 2008|09:59 pm] |
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im a fucking idiot...i hate myself soooooo much...im dine with everything...cutting is goos |
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[Oct. 26th, 2008|11:18 pm] |
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i dont like to argue with people about what im doing with my life and how i am making money. My life damn it...yes i like you. Yes i care but if your gonna try to tell me how to win my life im gone in a heartbeat. Im still clean. Im still me. Please dont be a jerk to me...im sorry. |
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[Oct. 25th, 2008|11:43 am] |
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i miss sex. I really miss having someone to tell me what to do during sex...it was such a big thing during the.past 2 years that now not getting any...it just sucks...anyone want raandom sex? Lol jk |
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[Oct. 16th, 2008|07:32 pm] |
I just want someone to tell me what to do. I just want to be happy and I am a little because i found my razor. And no tank its not for shaving. Yes, i did relapse. Please, someone hold me.
Umm, onewho, the other cause I can't reply with my last post, you might know him;-) |
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[Oct. 14th, 2008|09:33 pm] |
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i cant find my damn fucking razors |
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[Oct. 14th, 2008|04:58 pm] |
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i want him...and just him |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2008|09:45 pm] |
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it is a bad thing to call a guy and not know his name...and he doesn't know your name really either on or your user name...that was funny |
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